Indecision

An important decision needs to be made.
Without going into the details, because anyone who knows me will know what that decision is, what I must settle on relates to my growth as a person.
Not so cryptic, hey.
I guess I've been doing some fence-sitting on the issue for a while and just going with the flow but I can't do that forever.
I've been thinking about it for quite some time, looked at a couple of different perspectives, taken a step back, considered an alternative, and finally considering what I think is best for me and the best way to move forward.
All this thinking out loud isn't making it easier to decide what to do....